So yes, the plan did not pan out. At least not now. At least not that way.Whether I will get it someday is another matter.
A lot of changes are happening to the people around me. Friends are getting new jobs, dates, husbands, degrees, and careers. I am happy for all of them. A lot of them are leaving. I am staying behind for a reason.
And the reason is, I don't know what I want. Maybe I do, but I don't know how to get it. But then again, maybe I do know how to get it, but I am just too
So the person and the reason I am waiting for, after all, is within me.
I hope God would speak to me on the matter. And I hope to re-learn how to listen. And how to write again.